3:00 PM;

today was really split between good and bad. hahha. at first we couldn't decide what movie to watch and i had to call arnold to ask his opinion which obviously didn't work. so keith was the next option but both options clashed so we didn't watch a movie in the end.

ended up walking around orchard aimlessly. haha. walked into topshop and realised that i wanted so many many things but didn't have that much money to buy all of it. which really sucks cause i wanted the bag so badly. haha. but when i went to join my parents like later in the night my mum said she'll get it for me! hahah. yay me. well the bag was the more expensive one out of the rest of the stuff i wanted so i think i can get the rest on my own. (:

omg. i won keith at reversi. hahha. so much for being a primary school champion. hahha. (: oh yeah and he has an iq of 88 too. hahah. so high ah keith. haha. gosh i have such weird friends...

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keith is an awesome gentleman
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and u are stupid

12:52 AM;

today was the best day of my life. as in THE best day. (: partly cause Os are ending but mostly cause of today! (: i mean even though it was in cheryl's playground.. but who cares! and you guys all knew about it but didn't even warn me. tsk tsk. what nice friends.
I STILL LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS! (:

YAY! Os are ending. stupid mcq just has to be next week, it spoils my entire week cause everyone is mugging on chem and bio mcq... and not only that. why did they have to put bio mcq as the last paper. why why WHY!? so all those who don't take bio are like free one day earlier. oh the horror. pffft.

and i seriously need to go out and SHOP! its been eons since i did so. i think it was like since before prelims and that was like many many many months ago. haha. i want to buy so many things and like maybe clear my old wardrobe. oh oh and we also have to paint chuan yu's room! haha. so many things to do. oh yeah and christmas! i can't wait for christmas shopping. more reasons to buy things. haha. (: oh well i'm lke slacking and starting my mugging mcq shit tomorrow. its so tiresome but its still o levels.

oh yeah and before i go...

CHERYL YOU'RE MY CUPCAKE, PANCAKE, MUFFIN, HONEY, MAPLE SYRUP,SWEETPEA, SWEETIE AND ALL!! HAHA. (:

9:05 PM;

the past week has been really stressful and demoralising because of all the results that came back and it was really appallng. its like my efforts jut went to waste and all, like no matter how much effort i put in i only managed to improve slightly which wasn't what i was expecting. i hate expecting and not getting anything. i hate being worried and i hate not doing well.

for the past few days i kept asking God for what i didn't have and wanted him to make miracles happen right befroe my eyes, i kept asking Him why he didn't see me through my exams and why couldn't he have just helped me get somewhere decent for the first month. and then i realised, instead of questioning God why all these happened i should be thankful for all that has happened.

i know i didn't do well for prelims but i guess its God's blessing in disguise, if i did well i might get complacent and not study harder then i should be and its not that he didn't see me through my exams but it was my own strentgh i was using to overcome my papers and not His. i've learnt that His strength is more powerful than mine and that with Him all things are possible,God will never forsake me when i'm in need. i guess i've learnt it the hard way but its not the end for me, i still have one more chance to prove that i can do it.

let's all run this last lap with faith and believe that all things are possible with the strength of our Lord. i believe that we can be the come back kids who can be remembered as the batch with the worst prelim results but with the best comeback and outstanding o level results. we just have to believe. work very very hard and have faith, oh and also pray hard. haha.

well i'm off to do more bio now. till after Os. (: hehe.

11:50 PM;

its a gloomy gloomy day today. raining for the longest time. prelims are over but i don't feel it yet maybe cause i know that o levels are coming up which really scares me. this means i can't really slack much the holidays . i still have to like revise my work and do the dreadest of dreadest... MATH!! pffft. my mum reached japan like a day ago. haha. i want japan goodies!!

i have been thinking a lot lately about problems that i pushed way back into my mind. problems that i could actually have chosen to solve earlier but left it until now. i hate losing friends and i realised i lost one and i didn't bother doing anything to gain the friendship back. but i don't think the person who caused it would know who he/she is. so yeah but i really miss your friendship and i want it back. lets just hope that message would work. i hate not being able to talk to you like i used to anymore. i hate that i have to have a reason to talk to you and that it will be weird on the phone. i hate it. i don't know how to talk to you anymore. ):

everyone around me have problems too. sigh. its a problem filled world!!! we should be rebels and try to break free. hehe. (: shit i feel like going to sleep again. stupid weather its making a pig out of me. i need to get some work done today or i'll really be a pig. so many birthdays this week i think i'll go broke before the month even ends so i think i'll go back to being a pri school kid and bring a lunch box to school everyday. haha.

i dread a math classes tmr and wed. its like 4 hours of math math math and more math. ): rawwrr. i'm going to suffer brain damage very soon. so much for the teachers adivse for us to use this holiday to rest. pfft. oh well its time to go and watch tv now and then do work so...

bye bye!! (:

4:39 PM;

omg i just realised how long i haven't blogged. oh well. its almost the end of prelims!! (: have stupid chinese tomorrow.. at least all my mugging subjects are over and i only left lit. haha. i guess all the papers were do-able just that i either didn't have enough time or i didn't study hard enough but i can't really do anything about it now. i just hope i can get a decent grade for evrything and not fail. (: can't wait for sept holidays to come!! (:

oh i read this thing on pammie's blog and i can't help it but put it up too cause i think it makes a lot of sense. thanks pammie! haha. i'll give you a lollipop for this passage. haha.

I’ve learned that trusting yourself is the first step and that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I’ve found that family isn’t always blood and everyone is someone’s hero. I’ve learned life’s unexpected and that god can do anything. I’ve learned some things aren’t meant to be understood and that only time heals. I’ve found that imagination is our greatest gift and that we’re meant to dream for a reason. I’ve learned it’s never too late to fall in love and that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. mistakes are our best teachers and everything happens for a reason. only then can you live life to its full and true potential.

anyway cheryl and dawn are coming over later to do chinese. HAHA. its going to be a slack slack day. came back and watched dude where's my car and ended laughing the whole time. its a damn stupid movie but i guess its so stupid you'll end up laughing at their goofiness. (: oh well i have nothing much to do now except study for chinese and lit and revise for my chem and bio cause they left mcq for sciences until the last 2 days which i think is mean cause you'll have to revise again. pffft. oh well i'm off then. tata. (:

3:21 PM;

ok the past 2 days have been fun fun fun. well on sat i went to botanical gardens which was really nice and yeah just nice company and all. and chuan yu stupidly thought i went there for yoga!! haha. (: well then met alex and chuan yu for dinner somewhere near sunset way. haha. we ordered quite alot of food. haha. i think the waiter was quite shocked. haha. and... I FINALLY TRIED ESCARGOTS!!!(:

i think thats how you spell it. haha. well i used to think it was eeky and cruel cause you're eating snails. and cause i used to imagine people eating those poor innocent garden snails. but i realised they weren't garden snails. and alex and chuan yu convinced me to eat it. haha. i had one and it was quite good. haha. well then we went to daily scoop for ice cream. i didn't eat cause i was so full but the next time i go i need to try the baileys choc chip flavour. (:

well that was all yesterday's fun. haha. today was fun too. haha. you should hear the strawberry shortcake song. its damn cute. haha. really. although some people found it irritating. haha. oh well i watched oceans 13 with bethy, alex and chuanyu. haha. it was good!! (:

yeah and we went to NYDC for lunch the food there was quite good. haha. yeah so overall my past 2 days was really enjoyable. i'm starting to have fun again!! haha. (: ok now i really like the 6 songs mixed into one song thing. haha. its really good. anyway. tata for now. (:

11:13 PM;