honestly i don't know what is happening now.... you never know what will actually come out of it huh?? if you realised that we're drifting... we notice it too. but did either of us ask ourselves why? did you ever question yourself why or what's the problem? i want to solve it but i don't know how to go about doing it cause i know it'll turn out bigger than i want it to be. and i don't want everyone to think that its a very big situation when its not. i want to turn back time and let it stand still at the point where all of us were just one big happy group but i guess it won't happen eh? why have we all drifted away from one person all at the same time...maybe its just us or maybe its just that we realised something we haven't before. i wish to talk to you about it but i think i just want to let it pass and hope for better. yeah you say the lies and the tales... we all aren't perfect and we all tend to talk about people behind each others backs. i admit i do it. but its not like you haven't? have you heard the awkward silence everytime you say something? have you even noticed anything? i know this post will be a bit of a shock... maybe i'm too straight forward but we need to talk. you've told me numerous lies before.... thinking i won't find out the truth but i did.. did that make me change my friendship with you? no definitely not... if not we would have been like this a long time back. this whole distance thing isn't about lies or deception, its about a different matter. sometimes you just got to take notice of what you actually say to people and what you say about them without them knowing. even if its behind their backs. you never know... walls have ears. so i'm just teling you... no one is perfect and neither are you. nice going. true friends tell you whats wrong with you... your mistakes and help you grow to be a better person... right now i'm just thinking and rephrasing what i want to say to you without hurting any part of your feelings... but it'll still hurt. i hope you will be willing to talk to me when i do.

just go think about it.

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