Wednesday, November 15, 2006
well i had chinese class today and it was freakin boring!! haha. even though lao shi was quite funny at times but overall it was kinda bad. stupid cheryl dragged me to chinese class even though i didn't have to go. haha. but being a good friend... haha. i'm stuck with cheryl cause hannah flew to the states for 3 weeks!! she better buy me KRISPY KREMES!! (:
oh yeah and shan went for her softball camp.. i only have like a few days of freedom before my intense dance training starts for syf. poop. with ZAKI! how nice.
mil was nice enough to spare one of her krispy kremes with me. haha. she passed it to me on her way to school. wheee. its super good! (:
i realised a lot of things when i was in uk... that week away from singapore and the long rides on planes and buses to different places was a good time to start the long train of thoughts. the past year has been a fufilling one but i know i didn't try my best at some things that i ought to have paid more attention to. my relationship with God wasn't strong.... at least thats what i feel and i didn't do anything about it i just left it and thought it'd be ok.
my mind was on other things and huge distractions caused my marks in the end years and with whatever i wanted to achieve. maybe for some people they can handle a lot of things at the same time and still do well. i can't. and its a shame i just realised it.
i wanted something to work out since i wanted it for a long time but i didn't realise that it just wasn't the same feeling anymore until i thought about it. i realised that everything seemed to be going well for you.. your marks your relationship with God.. your everything. but it was the exact opposite for me.. i couldn't handle everything... as well. i wouldn't have clarified all this if it wasn't for that trip. and i appreciate all the things that you've done for me... but i think you're a really really really good friend to me now. and i hope it can stay that way even after all these.
and to cheryl, shan and hannah... i don't know what i'd do without you guys. all the long talks when either one of us is troubled. all the laughter!! and even though we had a little fight here and there.. we're still strong. haha. thanks guys for being there for me! and there are more people that helped alot through out the year.. even though they aren't close but to wang.. thanks for that day's convo on msn and to keith for also always being there and to alex for always being there and all the close friends i had in 3M this year. i love you guys so much and i can't wait for next year when we'll be in the same class again!! (:
3m, class of 2006 <3
i love you guys
muack!
PASALI <3
I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:
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