its a gloomy gloomy day today. raining for the longest time. prelims are over but i don't feel it yet maybe cause i know that o levels are coming up which really scares me. this means i can't really slack much the holidays . i still have to like revise my work and do the dreadest of dreadest... MATH!! pffft. my mum reached japan like a day ago. haha. i want japan goodies!!

i have been thinking a lot lately about problems that i pushed way back into my mind. problems that i could actually have chosen to solve earlier but left it until now. i hate losing friends and i realised i lost one and i didn't bother doing anything to gain the friendship back. but i don't think the person who caused it would know who he/she is. so yeah but i really miss your friendship and i want it back. lets just hope that message would work. i hate not being able to talk to you like i used to anymore. i hate that i have to have a reason to talk to you and that it will be weird on the phone. i hate it. i don't know how to talk to you anymore. ):

everyone around me have problems too. sigh. its a problem filled world!!! we should be rebels and try to break free. hehe. (: shit i feel like going to sleep again. stupid weather its making a pig out of me. i need to get some work done today or i'll really be a pig. so many birthdays this week i think i'll go broke before the month even ends so i think i'll go back to being a pri school kid and bring a lunch box to school everyday. haha.

i dread a math classes tmr and wed. its like 4 hours of math math math and more math. ): rawwrr. i'm going to suffer brain damage very soon. so much for the teachers adivse for us to use this holiday to rest. pfft. oh well its time to go and watch tv now and then do work so...

bye bye!! (:

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