sacharrine smile

2008-03-15T15:00:00.002+08:00

hey i've switched over to www.xanga.com/gooey_jelly. stupid name but who cares. haha.

2007-11-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

today was really split between good and bad. hahha. at first we couldn't decide what movie to watch and i had to call arnold to ask his opinion which obviously didn't work. so keith was the next option but both options clashed so we didn't watch a movie in the end.

ended up walking around orchard aimlessly. haha. walked into topshop and realised that i wanted so many many things but didn't have that much money to buy all of it. which really sucks cause i wanted the bag so badly. haha. but when i went to join my parents like later in the night my mum said she'll get it for me! hahah. yay me. well the bag was the more expensive one out of the rest of the stuff i wanted so i think i can get the rest on my own. (:

omg. i won keith at reversi. hahha. so much for being a primary school champion. hahha. (: oh yeah and he has an iq of 88 too. hahah. so high ah keith. haha. gosh i have such weird friends...

TigerTan ; CallTiger™ Fight for what is Right, It ain't over till the Fat Lady Sings says:
rmb
TigerTan ; CallTiger™ Fight for what is Right, It ain't over till the Fat Lady Sings says:
keith is an awesome gentleman
TigerTan ; CallTiger™ Fight for what is Right, It ain't over till the Fat Lady Sings says:
and u are stupid

haha. oh well. i want hannah to come back from malaysia now. and i want shanya's plane to australia to turn around and come back. hahah. i miss them already. sigh. ok i think its enough for now. i have to go back and talk to keith.

bye! (:

2007-11-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

today was the best day of my life. as in THE best day. (: partly cause Os are ending but mostly cause of today! (: i mean even though it was in cheryl's playground.. but who cares! and you guys all knew about it but didn't even warn me. tsk tsk. what nice friends.
I STILL LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS! (:

YAY! Os are ending. stupid mcq just has to be next week, it spoils my entire week cause everyone is mugging on chem and bio mcq... and not only that. why did they have to put bio mcq as the last paper. why why WHY!? so all those who don't take bio are like free one day earlier. oh the horror. pffft.

and i seriously need to go out and SHOP! its been eons since i did so. i think it was like since before prelims and that was like many many many months ago. haha. i want to buy so many things and like maybe clear my old wardrobe. oh oh and we also have to paint chuan yu's room! haha. so many things to do. oh yeah and christmas! i can't wait for christmas shopping. more reasons to buy things. haha. (: oh well i'm lke slacking and starting my mugging mcq shit tomorrow. its so tiresome but its still o levels.

oh yeah and before i go...

CHERYL YOU'RE MY CUPCAKE, PANCAKE, MUFFIN, HONEY, MAPLE SYRUP,SWEETPEA, SWEETIE AND ALL!! HAHA. (:

2007-09-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

the past week has been really stressful and demoralising because of all the results that came back and it was really appallng. its like my efforts jut went to waste and all, like no matter how much effort i put in i only managed to improve slightly which wasn't what i was expecting. i hate expecting and not getting anything. i hate being worried and i hate not doing well.

for the past few days i kept asking God for what i didn't have and wanted him to make miracles happen right befroe my eyes, i kept asking Him why he didn't see me through my exams and why couldn't he have just helped me get somewhere decent for the first month. and then i realised, instead of questioning God why all these happened i should be thankful for all that has happened.

i know i didn't do well for prelims but i guess its God's blessing in disguise, if i did well i might get complacent and not study harder then i should be and its not that he didn't see me through my exams but it was my own strentgh i was using to overcome my papers and not His. i've learnt that His strength is more powerful than mine and that with Him all things are possible,God will never forsake me when i'm in need. i guess i've learnt it the hard way but its not the end for me, i still have one more chance to prove that i can do it.

let's all run this last lap with faith and believe that all things are possible with the strength of our Lord. i believe that we can be the come back kids who can be remembered as the batch with the worst prelim results but with the best comeback and outstanding o level results. we just have to believe. work very very hard and have faith, oh and also pray hard. haha.

well i'm off to do more bio now. till after Os. (: hehe.

2007-09-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

its a gloomy gloomy day today. raining for the longest time. prelims are over but i don't feel it yet maybe cause i know that o levels are coming up which really scares me. this means i can't really slack much the holidays . i still have to like revise my work and do the dreadest of dreadest... MATH!! pffft. my mum reached japan like a day ago. haha. i want japan goodies!!

i have been thinking a lot lately about problems that i pushed way back into my mind. problems that i could actually have chosen to solve earlier but left it until now. i hate losing friends and i realised i lost one and i didn't bother doing anything to gain the friendship back. but i don't think the person who caused it would know who he/she is. so yeah but i really miss your friendship and i want it back. lets just hope that message would work. i hate not being able to talk to you like i used to anymore. i hate that i have to have a reason to talk to you and that it will be weird on the phone. i hate it. i don't know how to talk to you anymore. ):

everyone around me have problems too. sigh. its a problem filled world!!! we should be rebels and try to break free. hehe. (: shit i feel like going to sleep again. stupid weather its making a pig out of me. i need to get some work done today or i'll really be a pig. so many birthdays this week i think i'll go broke before the month even ends so i think i'll go back to being a pri school kid and bring a lunch box to school everyday. haha.

i dread a math classes tmr and wed. its like 4 hours of math math math and more math. ): rawwrr. i'm going to suffer brain damage very soon. so much for the teachers adivse for us to use this holiday to rest. pfft. oh well its time to go and watch tv now and then do work so...

bye bye!! (:

wish you were here. wish i was there.

2007-08-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

omg i just realised how long i haven't blogged. oh well. its almost the end of prelims!! (: have stupid chinese tomorrow.. at least all my mugging subjects are over and i only left lit. haha. i guess all the papers were do-able just that i either didn't have enough time or i didn't study hard enough but i can't really do anything about it now. i just hope i can get a decent grade for evrything and not fail. (: can't wait for sept holidays to come!! (:

oh i read this thing on pammie's blog and i can't help it but put it up too cause i think it makes a lot of sense. thanks pammie! haha. i'll give you a lollipop for this passage. haha.

As I’ve grown, I’ve learned several things. life’s full of disappointments and people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I’ve learned that often those you love will love someone else and there’s only one way to fall; fast and hard. I’ve learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I’ve found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person’s eyes.

I’ve learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye and tears often come without invitation. I’ve learned crying can make us stronger and there’s never too much love to go around. I’ve learned that prejudice helps no one and that weapons don’t hurt people, people hurt people. I’ve learned sticks and stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I’ve found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it’s a piece that you’ll never get back. I’ve learned the past is meant to be put behind us and we can’t dwell on regrets, for what’s done is done.

I’ve learned that trusting yourself is the first step and that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I’ve found that family isn’t always blood and everyone is someone’s hero. I’ve learned life’s unexpected and that god can do anything. I’ve learned some things aren’t meant to be understood and that only time heals. I’ve found that imagination is our greatest gift and that we’re meant to dream for a reason. I’ve learned it’s never too late to fall in love and that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. mistakes are our best teachers and everything happens for a reason. only then can you live life to its full and true potential.

anyway cheryl and dawn are coming over later to do chinese. HAHA. its going to be a slack slack day. came back and watched dude where's my car and ended laughing the whole time. its a damn stupid movie but i guess its so stupid you'll end up laughing at their goofiness. (: oh well i have nothing much to do now except study for chinese and lit and revise for my chem and bio cause they left mcq for sciences until the last 2 days which i think is mean cause you'll have to revise again. pffft. oh well i'm off then. tata. (:

2007-06-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

ok the past 2 days have been fun fun fun. well on sat i went to botanical gardens which was really nice and yeah just nice company and all. and chuan yu stupidly thought i went there for yoga!! haha. (: well then met alex and chuan yu for dinner somewhere near sunset way. haha. we ordered quite alot of food. haha. i think the waiter was quite shocked. haha. and... I FINALLY TRIED ESCARGOTS!!!(:

i think thats how you spell it. haha. well i used to think it was eeky and cruel cause you're eating snails. and cause i used to imagine people eating those poor innocent garden snails. but i realised they weren't garden snails. and alex and chuan yu convinced me to eat it. haha. i had one and it was quite good. haha. well then we went to daily scoop for ice cream. i didn't eat cause i was so full but the next time i go i need to try the baileys choc chip flavour. (:

well that was all yesterday's fun. haha. today was fun too. haha. you should hear the strawberry shortcake song. its damn cute. haha. really. although some people found it irritating. haha. oh well i watched oceans 13 with bethy, alex and chuanyu. haha. it was good!! (:

yeah and we went to NYDC for lunch the food there was quite good. haha. yeah so overall my past 2 days was really enjoyable. i'm starting to have fun again!! haha. (: ok now i really like the 6 songs mixed into one song thing. haha. its really good. anyway. tata for now. (:

2007-06-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

my blog is officially screwed up. but oh well i'm too lazy to change my layout. (:

well lets see, i haven't updated in a long long long LONG time. and my friends are complaining because i haven't been online at all since... i don't know when. haha. but i know you still love me. haha. (: kidding.

well without blogging for so many months? i kinda have alot to say and reflect on. i must say my life hasn't been all that exciting but its been fufilling and very much filled with happiness, most of it that is. well i had a lot of time to think and i'm glad that i have friends that are always there for me when i'm down and feeling like a total loser for crying so much.

i guess its these tiny little details like being there for someone that makes life much more meaningful. i'm really thankful for hannah, cheryl, shanise, pammy, dawn, shanya and not forgetting alex and arnold! (: i really don't know what i'd do without you guys. really.

the past few weeks especially when most of us were feeling really demoralised with our pathetic results and problems that suddenly came out of no where. i'm glad that i had you guys to depend on.

problems that i thought i had dealt with earlier in the year are resurfacing again. call it insecurity or any other name, it still feels the same to me. its something i thought i dealt with already, something i thought i pushed to the back of my mind.

but i guess not. maybe its something i thought i solved because of that one person. but when a new person comes along. the problem surfaces again. i'm tired of trying to stop that feeling but its not that easy. ask any girl. really. i think insecurity and jealousy are the worst feelings any girl can deal with. well i don't know maybe i'm just generalising.

well i'm glad i'm not the only person feeling that way. (: well i shall slowly solve it, just give me time. and i'm sorry for feeling this way. you've done so much and i appreciate it. (:

i shall stop reminiscing. on a happier note. do not play snakes and ladders unless you're ready to or old enough to. haha. (: ok random. oh well. i'm looking forward to cheryl's chalet thing. hahha. (: ok i think i've blogged enough for now. (:

bye bye.

You're my survival

You're my living proof

My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together

2007-04-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darlin all the while,
You belong to me.

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs,
Just remember when a dream appears,
You belong to me.

And I'll be so alone without you,
Maybe you'll be lonesome too.

Fly the ocean in a silver plane,
See the jungle when it's wet with rain.
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me.

Oh I'll be so alone without you,
Maybe you'll be lonesome too.

Fly the ocean in a silver plane,
See the jungle when it's wet with rain.
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me.

this song is so sweet! (: i never get sick of it. haha.

but it really says alot in those few lines of that song. (:

well i'm not exactly on to really blog cause i have no time but yeah

just wanted to put this song up cause it really is very nice. (:

bye bye.

2007-04-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. this picture is so so so super cute! (: i just felt like posting this up after my sister showed it to me. well can't really blog now. so yeah.

bye bye.

2007-03-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

its been eons since i blogged. haha. my blog is like so dead but oh well i really have no time to blog now a days. pffft. well i just finished dance camp. even though its a day camp is damn tiring.. we practiced 2 hours in the morning then ate mac's for lunch after which we felt so full we couldn't move.

i think mac's has a way of filling up your tummy. we all felt so full after we ate lunch. haha. and i really pity the groups that lost the games we made them eat our special concuction of coke. ketchup. loads of mayo and i forgot what else.. hehe. sorry.

well anyway we worked off our lunch by doing our many many crunches that miss wee made us do. haha i didn't feel so heavy after that. i think its just a psychology thing. oh well. after miss wee's technique class then we had to go for tea!!! we had donuts and chips. haha. then went off to practice again.. and again.. and again. (: GOLD GOLD GOLD!!! ( i hope)

thank you alicia, cher, vicky, ally, yiling and sharon!! you guys are so sweet! haha i loved the cake very much and the sweet sixteen candles! haha. i love you guys! i really loved the cake its really chocolaty.. haha. oh well of course cause its from awfully chocolate. haha. it really made my day!! after all that dancing. haha.

THANK YOU! <3

2007-02-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

DANCE, DANCE- CAN YOU FEEL THE HEAT?

Venue: MGS auditorium

Time: 7.30 pm

Date: 31st march

come down and watch different school's battle it out on the dance floor! (:

its going to be good so you better be there or be square!

incognito is the best! (: even though we haven't auditioned yet. haha.

freak i feel like a blogger retard cause i haven't blogged for so long.. i forgot how to upload some stuff.. oh well. got to go..

bye bye.

2007-02-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

well chem test was a killer today.. i think i'm going to fail. oh well chem's stupid and i hate it so whatever. i'm preparing for my history test tomorrow and its easier than i expected. haha.

i was so hungry just now when i was studying history cause my brother went to see the doctor and dinner was delayed... i was sitting in front of this big jar of frosties...i swear they were calling out to me to eat them!! haha. ok maybe i was hungry but oh well i kinda ate like a quarter of the frosties inside which by the way was new and had not been touched. haha. "eat me eat me". how lame.

ok so i guess valentines day is going to be a big big BIG day for all the couples out there but.... i'm spending it with my valentine-S haha. shhhhhh. hannah, cheryl and shanise you better be able to go for dinner on that day!! i don't want to spend it with my tuition teacher. hehe. i need to go get valentines day presents soon... anyway i need to go back to history so oh well...

oh wait read this:

shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
fine
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
lousy valentine
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
i am a good one kae
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
i jus haven't unleashed my powerful love yet
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
YEAH RIGHT

sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
i bet if i do
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
you'll faint
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
what love
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
with too much love to hold on to
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
in the form of violence right?
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
no
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
in the form of hearts
sa* will you be my valentine? (: says:
ahhaahahaha
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
haha you're gonna throw hearts at me!
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
seeeeeeeeeeeeee
shan we were young and learning steady hearts hate turning says:
VIOLENT

omg pure lame-ness overload.

bye bye.

2007-02-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why the stupid date won't show up for my header... stupid new blogger.

dance was pissing today we had to repeat and repeat and repeat and REPEAT the same steps over and over again just because someone is one count late.. ??!!!!. rawwwrrr. i have serious back aches.. i feel like a freakin old lady. and plus the blue blacks on my knees aren't pretty. haha.

chapel was really good today i loved the new songs.. even though only dawn knew how to sing them. haha. and dawn tricked me just now.. you shall suffer the consequences tomorrow chick chick.... i'll slaughter you! (:

i have 4 tests this week and its crazy cause its all one of the other. this is madness... oh well but chinese new year is coming!!! (: and so is valentines day... (wolf whistle) hahah. brussel, peace and cookoo... have fun! haha. ok just kidding. (: i am in no position to make of you guys. haha. (:

i have a sudden craving for starbuck's toffeenut latte but thats the christmas special... rawwrrrr. i want it now.. actually i want alot of things now... ahha. you know what i'm talking about. oh well thats kinda enough for the day.. nothing interesting.

So let’s meet at the mouth for a

that's been so long overdue

bye bye

2007-02-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

english class is crazy

i am very bored

i am going random on everyone

dawn is having cramps

cheryl is sitting next to me

zesty is next to me

cheryl is bloghopping

ahh this is mad

i am haven't updated cause stupid blogger made me switch to the new one before i could update.

we are doing a presentation on prostitutes

cheryl is bothered

we are learning about oral presentation (how nice?)

miss ang is going mad becasue the class is not cooperating

use strong words like" we STRONGLY agree..."

ahhh the FATS is here she's cramping my space!! haha.

i shall go do work now

bye bye. (:

2007-01-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

I’ll wait til the clock strikes a nerve to spend some time with you

I can’t stand to depend on the shadow I cast alone when we should

For the sake of making a statement

Let’s make our presence known

Let’s show them what were made of

We'll show up in our outfits we planned ahead

To meet the qualifications for a special occasion

Today is your day today is our day

Making up for lost time

Making a scene oh yeah!

You’ve made a lasting impression

And if it doesn’t feel right

Then I just can’t go wrong

I’ve been sleeping with the lights on

So if I wake in the night

Your picture is clearly in sight

So let’s meet at the mouth for a kiss

That’s been so long overdue

No thanks to the two thousands of miles

And the touring we always do(It makes me miss you more)

You’ve made a lasting impression

And if it doesn’t feel right

Then I just can’t go wrong

I’ve been sleeping with the lights on

So if I wake in the night

Your picture is clearly in sight

I could explode

Cuz you just never, you never know

It would suit the moment perfectly

You’ve made a lasting impression

And if it doesn’t feel right

Then I just can’t go wrong

I’ve been sleeping with the lights on

So if I wake in the night

You’ve made a lasting impression

And if it doesn’t feel right

Then I just can’t go wrong

I’ve been sleeping with the lights on

So if I wake in the nightYour picture is clearly in sight

love you.

bye bye.

2007-01-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

dance was tiring today.. after it i felt like i just ran through the rain or smtg... i was so wet. haha ok never mind i' supposed to erase the last post because now cheryl is so HAPPY she's going kookoo. haha. seriously. i'm listening to all the sweet emo songs but their really nice... bands like secondhand serenade and like hellogoodbye and digital love by daft punk. haha. i love them.

i hope grace's party would really be a blasst.. and lets hope ot'll actually happen so hannah stop stressing over it. haha. today's lessons were so boring but the funny thing was that i didnt even sleep haha. yay me. i'm just scared to get back my history test paper... poop. well anyway this is a very random post so i'll just put a few shout outs:

cheryl: you weirdo you better thank me. hhaah. ok i shall not be so ego.... well i'm glad you're happy now and always smiling like an idiot and laughing at all my lame jokes... but don't be to happy until you go KOOKOO. ok? haha.

hannah: we all know you love BRUSSEL SPROUTS so much hannah... we even got a cheer for you. actually its good cause its healthy but i just don't seem to like it that much.. hhha. its greeen... rawrrr. well lets see how good brussel sprouts is for you. haha.

shan: i only have 2 words for you... PEACE OUT!!! (:

BYE BYE. (:

2007-01-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

cheer up cheryl!!! (:

remember... anyone with the nick name cookooo... is really cookoo to not know how great and lovable you are!! ok? so stop listening to all those emo songs. i mean like it won't help... but maybe just a bit. but you can't do that for long... ok? yes you will listen to me. yes you still have to look in that basket of yours and i bet there'll be someone so much better than a stupid cookoo bird. so cheer up girl!! we love you. so if anything crops up don't hesitate to call us ok?? yes.

WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT OK?

2007-01-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

hannah qouted her friend and now i'm qouting her cause what her friend said is nice. haha.

God makes all people in pairs
Then dumps everyone in a basket
He shakes the basket
And scatters everyone all over the world
Then you're supposed to find the one you were made with.

2007-01-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

i'm in love wiith this song by "hellogoodby" thanks to hannah.. but its really nice even if its more on the techno side.. its like emo techno. haha. (: look at the lyrics.. i need to get more of their songs from hannah when i'm free which i'm most of the time not. i've been so busy the past 2 weeks.. and i will be till after april.. thats sad. i have no life. haha. so i'll update again when i can.

Here (In Your Arms)
by Hellogoodbye

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

i miss you.

bye bye.

2007-01-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

i am feeling super duper bored and random.

i can't sleep.

i'm online and its funny since i'm barely talking to 2 people.

i'm hungry.

i'm listening to far away.

my dog is on a pee-ing spree.

i have to clean it.

its keith's birthday tmr.

and we're also going back to school tmr.

AHHHH!

we're taking O levels in a few months.

i'm having dance SYF in a few months.

my ballet exam is in a few months.

i want to talk to someone now.

its freakin boring....

so i shall not bore you and i shall just go.

HAHA.

bye bye.

2007-01-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

if i could freeze a day and stop time for a day..... it'll be today. (:

i wish i could bubble wrap my heart

in case i fall and break apart.

bye bye

2006-12-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

life as unexpected as it is,

has some key moments

that you will grow to love and cherish

i must say that i have many key moments

that will stay deep within me for a very long time

even when i start a new year...

2006 has been really great for me but i guess time passes really fast when you're enjoying life. well i've got a few things that made my life really meaningful the past year..

things i never expected to happen....happened.
treasured freindship i've had with the HKG and the PASALI and NEIL ARM STRONG + MOON throughout the year despite some down moments.
a loving family
blessings from God
an exciting cell group..E337 <3
i met you

well the year actually went really well for me and i appreciate every single thing that happened to me this year though i didn't really do well this year... i'm going ot work hard for next year and do well for 'O' levels and get into a JC i want to get into. and i know that if i start working hard and help myself.. God will guide me through. overall 2006 has been great but i'm looking forward to 2007, because i know my life will start to change again in quite a number of areas.. some unexpected some expected. so yes i'm waiting for the last few moments of 2006 to end of and for a new year to begin.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

(in advance)

bye bye. (:

2006-12-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore

What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me

What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again

What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you

What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine

It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul

2006-12-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAY EVERYONE!! (:

ok so i haven't updated after so so so so long??!! haha. and i'm too lazy to put up my hong kong pics... but for now it shall just be pics from pammie's black and bling birthday party!! haha. (:

ok that'll be it for now. i have too many photos to upload from hong kong so i'll find the time soon to update again. haha. and guess what its....

8 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL STARTS!! AHHH!

bye bye.

2006-12-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

ok i'm being stupid.. and lame and retarded.. but here's cheryl's reaction after she saw the post!! haha. (:

CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
OMG OMG OMGOMGOMG
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
SHITTT
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
hahah
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
SHITTTTT.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
thank god i didnt say anymore.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
hahahahahaha!

haha. you are so not safe cheryl!! haha. (: omg and she thinks that the show "everybody loves raymond" should change its title to "everybody loves cheryl" trust me i think no one would watch it. haha. (:

too bad cheryl.. bye.

2006-12-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

i shall let you in on my coming fun filled week!! (:

MON

going bowling with the HKG and the KTG(i think most of them are in there.. haha. )

TUES

getting stuff for the dance party!!

WED

PAM'S BLACK AND BLING PARTY!!

THURS

DANCE PARTY AT EAST COAST!!

SAT

OFF TO HONG KONG!!!

haha. wheeee. its going to be fun fun fun! (: i better finish my work first! haha. ok cheryl is driving me crazy with her korean drama.. in just one night she can say so many lame things while she's watching her korean drama.. haha. i shall show you...

CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
saaaaa,,
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
what
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
the guy's so niceeeee.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
hes sooo sweeet ):

sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
spare me
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
ahaa
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
why?
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
STRIIKKEE YOU LUH.
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
huh?

CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
spare & strike!... bowling?(;

cheryl is the crappiest person alive especially when she's high.( sorry cheryl) haha. but seriosuly look at te things she says... and she goes on and on about how sweet the actor is.. here it is.. AGAIN!

CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
the guy's so super cuteeeeeeee
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
and hes sweet,like really.
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
ok ok
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
don't tell me
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
OMGG SA ):
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
SO TOUCHINGGG.
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
no so feeling
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
wahlao
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
spoil the moooood
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
nawwhhhthingggg.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
hes singing to herrr.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
OMGG.
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
i feeel the tears
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
i don't care
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
hahah
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
AAHHHHHHHHHH
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
omg i want to sit on a wheelchair tooooo
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
what?
sa* caricature of intimacy. says:
haha
CHERYL! ; take our tears and put them on ice. says:
so that everyone would be so sweeetttt.

hehehhe. its ok cheryl

I STILL LOVE YOU!! (:

haha. ok i should go now... bye bye. (:

oh yeah!!

GET WELL SOON HANNAH!! (:

2006-12-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

HONG KONG IN 13 DAYS!!

that means shopping paradise in 13 days!! haha. i just can't wait... oh OH and hannah is coming back in 4 days!! wheeee. (: FINALLY! hope she bought krispy kremes.... yum. haha. haha. went to marche with ally, vicky, alicia and candice that day!! (: we had so much fun playing th number game!! haha. we had to eat banana with water with salt with pepper if we lost... which was damn gross... i have videos but i can't put it here. haha. (:

oh yeah then on wed i went out with mil. julia and jess.. hahaha. which everyone thinks that we're a weird combination.. but oh well. haha. they were being spastic as usual. and jess and i didn't know what to do. well anywya it'll just be photos for now.. photos tell the story!! ("

and now all the weird weird photos.. the continous ones.. haha. (:

AND LAST OF ALL....... THE CRAZIEST...

HAHAHA. jess the monkey! yay! (:

bye bye.

2006-11-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL COMMITEE TO WORK WITH!!! (:

oh man. we had such a tiring session with zaki today. and because i didn't really eat anything before i went... i didn't feel well. which wasn't good. i think i need to like eat a big mac's breakfast before i go.. or like a lot alot alot of chocolate. i need the energy boost.

i tell this year's commitee is so nice to work with.. they're really nice and hardworking..we went to beauty world to get like cloth for the banner. cause we needed to make a banner for sec one recruitment in january. well we got started early. we got this huge 3 metre pink cloth and went to start work straight away... ahhh the banner is so nice now!

we cut out like stencils from the newspaper... and slowly painted over it. and we added gliter to the paint so when it dried it was all glittery in the sun. (: i shall take a picture of it soon. and our slogan was : MOVE IT. SHAKE IT. FEEL IT. (: and that was like sprat painted on it looked so so so good. i'm so happy!! and so are the rest who put in all the hard work. haha. oh and we had to sit in the sun to hold the banner while it dried.. we looked like we were being tortured! luckily the sun was so strong that it dried quite fast. haha. well alicia, ally, yiling and i were all happy to get a tan. the sun was seriously seriously really hot. and yiling had glitter all over her body. HAHA. so she was glistening in the sun. (:

went home to shower off all the glitter before i went for chem tuition with cheryl. we were half an hour late and we forgot wehad a new teacher. our teacher went to the states or smtg for holiday. haha. and so we went for an hour of tuition. haha. which was really short and funny. he couldn't pronounce some words properly! HAW HAW. "clump" was crump" and "bacteria" was "ba-teee-ria". and many more! haha. it was hilarious. cheyrl and i couldn't stop laughing and then the tuition ended. rawrrr. next week we shall laugh again. i shall fall asleep again like i did today for like 10 minutes. haha. i was too tired after zaki and painting the nice nice banner. (:

2006-11-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 2pm today.. slept like a pig. oh well can't blame me.. i bunked in my brother's room yesterday on his sofa bed. haha. we sneaked out to get food at around 2 am cause everyone was already asleep. both of us got really hungry so we settled for ruffles originals and sour cream.. if you think i'm weird because i eat chips with sour cream go give it a try. its the best chip dip! (:

well fancy my brother counting calories like a girl. he was looking at the nutrition table and he said that the bag of chips contained no calories cause it said zero mg (0-mg), being high at that time of the night i told him that maybe the calories were too high until they had to put it as calories oh my god (OMG) which actually meant zero mg. my brother burst out laughing and i had to shush him with a stupid chip. haha.

well we were just being stupid. then we decided to bring in the krispy kremes which one of my mum's friends bought from hong kong cause we were scared that the lizards might invade our precious box of doughnuts... we ended up eating it. haha. but we left like 2 in the box. haha.

i finally had a decent conversation with my brother last night... he being worried about his PSLE results which he's getting back tomorrow.. i really wish him luck. he was actually counting down the hours... well i let him in on what was actually going on in my life. haha. though i still think he's a bit young to understand what i was saying. haha.

he ended up sleeping on me so i decided to do some reading and plugged my ipod into his nice speakers and finally for once nice music came out of it and not all those gun shots and whatever that comes from his weird computer games he plays.

another muscle aching session of dance tomorrow with zaki... i need deep heat to get me through tomorrow. haha. and then after that we have to paint like a banner for next year's recruitment of new sec one dancers.. well i wish them luck because the first choreographer they're going to meet is zaki.. he's a good choreographer but so so strict. and then its chem tuition with cheryl.

bye bye. (:

The stars are alive

They dance to the music

Of the deepest emotion

And all of the world

Is singing in time

As the heavens are caving in

Mysterious ways

Why God gave His life

To put motion inside my soul

It's bigger than cold religion

It's bigger than life

2006-11-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

i just got addicted to like so many new songs. ok not that many but at least like 2 or 3.... its like their words are alive and talking to me. ok it sounds dumb. but when you're confused and can't figure things out sometimes the lyrics just speak to you. oh well. i am so confused with a lot of things now. things that shouldn't be taking up my mind space. i should focus on more important stuff now i guess like my studies for one. but i can't help thinking about it. it just surfaces alot.. except when i'm dancing.. your troubles really go away when you dance... it does for me.. but i hate it when it floods back again. which is totally and utterly irritating. but i can't really do anything now. but i'll just wait and see what happens. for now.. it'll just be me and my beloved songs.

Only Hope
by Switchfoot

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

I give you my apathy
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

Lips Of An Angel
by Hinder

Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue

Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

On Fire
by Switchfoot

They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you
Knows there's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire when he's near you
You're on fire when he speaks
You're on fire burning out these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be near you

When everything inside me looks like everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

I'm on fire when you're near me
I'm on fire when you speak
I'm on fire burning out these mysteries
I'm standing on the edge of me
I'm standing at the edge of everything I've never been before
And I've been standing on the edge of me, standing on the edge
And I'm on fire when you're near me
I'm on fire when you speak
I'm on fire burning out these mysteries

bye bye.

2006-11-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

LOOKIE!! (:

WHOOPIE!!! haahaa. i had such a tiring day today. went to school to decorate the dance board... bleah was in school from like 11 plus till about like 4 plus... AHHH. but oh wel its done and all of us are happy with it. lets hope the teachers will be too. i slept like a pig today... but so did cheryl. haha. i fell asleep at like 5 pm after i came back and showered.. and woke up about like 8 plus and found out that my family went out for dinner... i didn't even remember rejecting my mum for dinner. haha. so i had to settle for instant noodles for my dinner alone. ):

I AM TOTALLY BROKE!! ): poop. how nice. haha. i'll be broke for the weekend too. so that means no going out and no shopping and no whatever. and like SYF training starts on mon! rawrrr. mon tues thurs and maybe fri for self practice. that like 4 times a week and 2-3 hours each. poo. oh and we have to do a dance banner for like cca registration... more paint!! i fell in love with the song on fire by switchfoot. haha.

bye bye. (:

2006-11-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

well i had chinese class today and it was freakin boring!! haha. even though lao shi was quite funny at times but overall it was kinda bad. stupid cheryl dragged me to chinese class even though i didn't have to go. haha. but being a good friend... haha. i'm stuck with cheryl cause hannah flew to the states for 3 weeks!! she better buy me KRISPY KREMES!! (:

oh yeah and shan went for her softball camp.. i only have like a few days of freedom before my intense dance training starts for syf. poop. with ZAKI! how nice.

mil was nice enough to spare one of her krispy kremes with me. haha. she passed it to me on her way to school. wheee. its super good! (:

i realised a lot of things when i was in uk... that week away from singapore and the long rides on planes and buses to different places was a good time to start the long train of thoughts. the past year has been a fufilling one but i know i didn't try my best at some things that i ought to have paid more attention to. my relationship with God wasn't strong.... at least thats what i feel and i didn't do anything about it i just left it and thought it'd be ok.

my mind was on other things and huge distractions caused my marks in the end years and with whatever i wanted to achieve. maybe for some people they can handle a lot of things at the same time and still do well. i can't. and its a shame i just realised it.

i wanted something to work out since i wanted it for a long time but i didn't realise that it just wasn't the same feeling anymore until i thought about it. i realised that everything seemed to be going well for you.. your marks your relationship with God.. your everything. but it was the exact opposite for me.. i couldn't handle everything... as well. i wouldn't have clarified all this if it wasn't for that trip. and i appreciate all the things that you've done for me... but i think you're a really really really good friend to me now. and i hope it can stay that way even after all these.

and to cheryl, shan and hannah... i don't know what i'd do without you guys. all the long talks when either one of us is troubled. all the laughter!! and even though we had a little fight here and there.. we're still strong. haha. thanks guys for being there for me! and there are more people that helped alot through out the year.. even though they aren't close but to wang.. thanks for that day's convo on msn and to keith for also always being there and to alex for always being there and all the close friends i had in 3M this year. i love you guys so much and i can't wait for next year when we'll be in the same class again!! (:

3m, class of 2006 <3

i love you guysmuack!

PASALI <3

I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

2006-11-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Girls are like apples on trees.

The best ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good, but easy.

So the apples up on the top think something is wrong with them when in reality they're amazing.

They just have to wait for the right boy to come along,the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

haha a friend sent that to me. its quite funny actually. oh well. i have to go for freakin chinese class tomorrow. rawwrrr. oh yah if you haven't watch step up or the covenant... GO WATCH! haha. they are both really nice. (: loved it. especially when they both have really cute guys in it.. haha. CHANNING TATUM and STEVEN STRAITS!! (:

anyway. hannah is leaving for the states tomorrow i shall go and conference with her and the rest. tata. (:

2006-11-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK FROM UK!! (:

it was really really fun! i miss it so much now. and i miss my buddy too! poop. i miss you chickie! haha. anyway. we had loads and loads of fun having lessons with them and everything.. especially the french lessons.. we learnt swear words from the buddies that taught us fench. haha. shhh. the teacher thought that we were hard at work. haw haw.

spanish was cool too. i had so much fun with chloe too.. she had such a weird laughter.. and JESS! haha. she was the funny one.. being high and everything and threatening to leave her buddy with uncle hock seng if they ever came to our school here. HAHA. we went to london and saw all the really really nice buildings and eveything like the big ben and what not.. oh and there was this big big ferris wheel that i know shanise will go crazy over.... haha.

we watched phantom of the opera too! it was so so great!! and its funny how our teachers can go crazy over hot actors too. ahha. they went crazy over the actor in the phantom of the opera... and they used the binoculars that we had to see him up close! hahah. imagine miss tan and mrs tang doing that.. mrs sim.. well was on her way to lala land. haha. (:

my group was really funny.. haha. you should see the video on jess trying to learn french. OMG it was hilarious but the stupid thing was that my memory card went cranky so it needs to be fixed so the video will have to wait.. the video of mil and julia painting jess's nails while she was asleep was really funny too! but for now it'll just be a few photos. ahha.

where we lived for 4 days

slept out here cause our rooms were too coldour beloved kitchen! (:pool! (: in our boarding houseair hockey to pass our boredem!!

our beloved boarding house!

buddies on top.. us belowin london with one of the soldiers

ooooo lala

jess and i with oxford jackets! we are both child prodigies!

in london's china town...a chinese restaurant!

at the airport..for shan..

cheryl read this.. (:

i really really really miss uk so so so so much! anyway these photos will have to do for now.. there's just too many!! so yup till next time! (:

UK! (:

2006-10-31T13:22:00.000+08:00

I'M LEAVING FOR UK TODAY! (:

WHEE! but i'm so going to miss all you guys when y'll are going to be in different parts of the world!!

CHERYL AND SHAN:

i'm going to miss you guys when you're in PENANG! (: haha. hope you guys have a safe trip cause i'll be going before you!! oh and remember to write letters yeah! (: ahha.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

HANNAH, LIANY, HYUNG AND PAM :

you're already on your plane to VIETNAM! but i think you guys can still read this cause y'll be back ealier than me.. haha. well hope you guys have a safe trip too. and LETTERS! haha. oh and hannah.. SARANG EEN GAH YO!

I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

SHANYA, SONIA AND BETHY:

HAHA. you guys will be going to new zealand!! haha. have safe trip there yeah! and BEWARE OF THE GLOW WORMS BETHY!! hehe.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

EUNICE:

well i guess you're in CHENNAI already with the SJI boys!! ahha good luck eunice. you probably already touched down already cause you were on the first flight! haha. hope you're having a good time!

I LOVE YOU!

CHERILYN, ERICA AND KRISTIN:

the NEW DELHI people! haaa. hope you guys have a safe trip.. hahah. you guys are leaving earlier than me too.. boo. haha. have fun yeah!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

i'm going to miss my family too.. and instant noodles!! and chilli! cause they don't have it there.. boo.

all my friends are leaving earlier than me.. except for cheryl and shan.. haha. oh well at least they can send me off!! hahah. yay! you guys who left before me arh.. you better come and pick me up!! haha.

2pm on the 9 of nov!

remember!! haha. (: and before i go..

i will will will miss you! and you know who you are! (:

cheers!

2006-10-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

I AM ADDICTED TO KOREAN DRAMA!! (:

WHOOOOPEEE! (: its really really nice! anyway. i haven't updated since a really really long time. HAW HAW. i had a really really fun time at school the whole week! (: we had fun fair and what not. the fun fair was a blast!! though there wasn't a lot of things but there was good food and good company!!

I LOVE YOU HANNAH, CHERYL AND SHANISE!

MUACK! (:

AWWWW. i think the prince (shin) is so so so so so sweet! (: ok that was random.. i'm kinda watching princess hours now as i type. rawwrrrrrr! (: last day of school was really fun too.. took lots of pictures and i had a really good good time! (:

AND YES SHAN, HANNAH AND CHERYL... i will upload the photos soon ok? or the most you guys just bring your cd's and thumbdrives over to save it in? yes? yes. hahah.

i don't know why but i fell in love with the song "faraway" all over again.. hehe. it's really sweet. it can make you cry! really. haha. ask shan or_____. yup they would know. i'm supposed to have breakfast with shan, hannah and cheryl tmr but i doubt they can wake up.. so i'll just go and swim. (: i shall upload the photos up here soon! (:

CHEERS! (:

2006-10-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

ITS PEACE DAY TODAY!!!!

DEDICATED TO SHANISE HO!

booo! i'm finally back to blog! after all those tiresome exams. i think i screwed up a few papers... just hope i won't fail badly. rawwrrr.

I LOVE YOU......SO VERY MUCH.

stupid shanise...

i feel so lazy.

and i have nothing to do now until 7pm when my korean show starts!! wooohooo. AND i am going out tomorrow with hannah, cheryl and shanise!! wheeee. oh and..

CHEER UP HANNAH!!! (: WE LOVE YOU!!

fine i shall stop with the exclamation marks.. or shanise will start complaining. haw haw. she's making me go to cold storage with her. i hope hannah comes back to my house after her training. haha. we ate loads of popcorn. (: i want chinese to be easy tmr.. i wish. shanise is damn stupid. SERIOUSLY! ok anyway we are going to SHAW house tmr. be jealous hannah and hopefully we can see hannah's BESTEST BESTEST friend. hehe.

alright going to check movie timings now. tata. (:

2006-08-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

just went through 2 hours of torturous social studies. freak!!! end years are coming!! rawwwrrr. but anyway i started revision for some subjects so yeah. wel friday was super stupid. during ss lit.... i really have no idea how we go to this topic but we switched from macbeth to hormone pills. and mrs choo was saying that if pregnant women take hormone pills they would be able to give birth to 3-4 babies. so we were wondering if she took 2 pills.. would she be able to hold 6 babies in her tummy? and then pammee was talking about how the giving birth process would be like and she said:

" oh the first baby can hold on to the second baby's legs and the rest would follow and once you pull the first baby out all will come out at the same time!!"

HAHAHA. very funny pammee. all i remebered about friday was laughing alot in class with pammee and liaanyy!! (: their the best seat mates i can ever have!! (:

freaking laptop is burning my leg.....rawwrrr.

i finished watching my chinese drama show on saturday. haha. it was quite draggy. but i finally watched it till the end. haha. i had a lot of fun on sat!!! (: ok today's service was really good.... it was quite hard to understand the sermon but i guess it was fine after a while. haha. left straight after service and went to cheryl's hse for lunch..

THANKS CHERYL'S MUM!! for keeping lunch for me!! (:

left for school with cheryl and eunice for band practice.. we took so long to set up and get out songs done. and i got stressed up over a drum beat i couldn't get. but I GOT IT! (: so i'm all smiles now. well we practiced for tomorrow's chapel and for teacher's day. haah. (: yay! well i'm glad that SHANISE HO thinks my post are worth reading!! haha. (:

sa* you're a sweet reality says:
i'm going to blog
shan WO YAOOO. says:
YAYYYYEEE!

shan WO YAOOO. says:
an update from vanessa, is worth a YAYYYEE from shanise(:

hhahah. ok see i updated!! (: i should go back to my msn convos.. left it for too long. haha. (: tata.

pictures frozen in time....

2006-08-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

ok photos from that day at the pool! (: see that pic of hannah wading in the pool and the next picture? she's saving her bang bang! hahah. (: and on the 1st pic at the last row.. she has bang bang on her nose. haha. hannah and cheryl <333.

decided to blog before is start to get into my mugging spree. haha. yeah oh well. school was quite stupid today. hannah lee jie yi chou chou was being stupid. hahha. you and shanise were so noisy during e math larh. shhhhh how many times. we couldn't do our work larh!! naughty. haha. oh and someone stole shanise's elephant peace. haha. hope she finds it back.

received our term 3 report stuff today. my mum didn't make as much noise as last time... i got b4 for mostly everything but my history pulled everything down. rarrrr. stupid SBQ tests. oh well that really didn't upset me much because......

i finally passed my history SBQ test!!

after all the times i've failed. this is the first time i passed an SBQ test. hha. now awaiting our bio papers to come back.... hope i can like at least get more than 13. haha. bio was quite interesting today. cause pammee and i were laughing at the most retarded things. and cheryl didn't know what we were laughing at. and she was like "their laughing at something that i don't know of and i'm the only one not laughing!" well cheryl it might be you we were laughing at? HAWHAW. nawwhhh. hehe. both pammee and i just suddeny burst out laughing.. and couldn't stop. i hope we were laughing at the same thing pammee? (:

and then came the 2 periods of toturous e math. rawwwrrr. haha. but i rather miss tang than mrs sim. miss tang took mrs sim's period today! hooooraaayyy!! she played pictionary with us. hhaha. before she got us to do our work. well we were concentrating quite well before hannah chou chou and shanise started making noise!! pffffttt. haha. chik chik has to go SKWOK and PECK wang wang. hahahahha. ok i shall stop making fun of both of you. 20 mins till i study. i should just go off... (:

2006-08-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

ok bio wasn't all that bad i guess. the test was fairly easy. at least the front was. haha. well i have an E math test coming up on trigo. better start practicing. rarrrr. mrs sim scolded me for talking today... when i wasn't even talking. stupid larh. she was like what is your name and i told her my name then she went to check my marks thinking i failed chem overall so she could be like oh see you talk so much in my class thats why you fail. but when she saw my marks she just kept quiet and asked me to stop talking. wth. oh yeah and she keeps trying to be funny larh. ok fine she can be funny but there's a limit to her lameness. haha. but this convo was funny. but first i have to explain that we have a mgs ROC concert to help us raise funds for our sabbatical's trip you need to know this to understand the convo below. haha.

pammie was making an announcement on behalf of her barker friend.

pammie: ok so all of you bring your money tmr to buy tickets for barker's amplified ROCk concert yeah?

mrs sim: no cannot, you need to save your money to support your own ROC! cannot go for another school's ROC. later you go then your own ROC how?

HAHAHA. it was so lame but our whole class burst out laughing. (: i had a few funny convos recently and the most recent one was from cheryl. hehe.

Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:

how do you upload photos onto your nano?

sa* you're a sweet reality says:

i don't know i don't upload

Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:

chey. then how?

sa* you're a sweet reality says:

i dont know. haha. read the manual?

Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:

NEVER SAY EARLIER!

haha. sometimes things don't have to be said my dear cheryl. its called the brains! haha. (: oh well. hahah. hannah and her bang chou chou!!! hehee. we went to _____ blog today. super funny. shan chery and i were on her blog all at one time. hha. during ss lit. hehe. omg chem was so boring.... ): the labs were closed for prelims so we had 2 periods with mrs sim. can really die.):

and then it was RECESS my favourite time of the day. haha. ate hannah's brownies again. and then went back to mug for bio. oh well. it's over. chinese test was freaking hard today. even our chinese whizes delia and zhijing said it was hard. die... ): oh well. i came home and i slept for sooooo long. haha. (: it was a good rest though. ok enough said. (:

2006-08-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

bio is a killer.... digestion and everything. poop. and the test is on tues!! well i am currently taking a break from my bio mugging. hhee. well friday was fun fun FUN!! cheryl and hannah came over to study bio and we were just crapping around as usual and shanise was supposed to come but couldn't in the end. well we went for a night swim! haha. it was really cold though and we made so much noise according to my dad.... took many many many stupid shots and the pool. i think the stupidest one was hannah trying to save her BANG and cheryl looking for CLAMS!! (: they are the funniest i tell you.

i saw fireworks again!!
we were drying off so we went to watch fireworks from my lobby. haha. and we started skate scooting around to dry off. headedback to take a shower then my mum sent cheryl and hannah home. haha. wheeee. i have to upload the pictures soon but not today. no time...

service was really good today!! haha. pastor was preaching about the role of the husband as part if his "make marriage work" sessions. haha. it was really funny and entertaining. oh but for a while bethy and i got bored so we started doodling on our papers. and bethy is a FAT CUPCAKE!!! ok she's going go kill me for this but oh well. i don't know how we came to that name. heheh. oh and then at the car park we were trying to spot someone i think and then bethy couldn't see so we were crapping about how she was to fat that her fat globules covered her eyes!!!! haaha. oh well. we were both high after service. hehe. (:

went for band practice and we were crapping away for like quite a long time efore we started practicing. haha. and we ended practice quite fast so we started on teacher's day practice... whee oh and we might join this esparanzza thing for the end of the year. haha. in aid of boys town. oh well. hope we can get in. haha. ok cheryl got her ipod! finally. but se got a pink skin... PINK AGAIN! she's got a pink wallet. pink handphone. and now a pink nano. i wish she'd just paint her face pink!!! hhah. ok she's gonna kill me tmr. oh well. i shall go back to my msn convos. haha. (:

2006-08-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

currently taking a break from studying chem. phewww. stupid mole concept. grrr. i have no idea why this chapter is in our book. booo. haagen daz's macadamia brittle is really really good! (: and someone just made me crave for ben & jerry's cookie dough and brownie ice cream. hahhaha. oh man i really feel like eating them now!!!! but oh well macadamia brittle is really nice so ah well i have a full tub. haha.

went over to cheryl's hse today for a band meeting with sarah and grace.the rest couldn't come. haha. well had a funny conversation over there consisting of picnics, er hu's and monkeys on trees. i think only cheryl will know what i'm talking about. haha. stayed at her hse till abt 5 plus. oh we we were looking at interesting blogs and friendsters and we found cheryl's picture on some unknown girl's friendster page!! haha she was freaking out. (:

oh shoots my ice cream is melting. slurp.

hahah. oh i had this funny convo with cheryl just now.

Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
STUDY WITH ME(:
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
haha
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
come to my hse?
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
my mum has to see me studying
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
hahah
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
OHH.
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
SURE(:
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
yeah
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
ahahha
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
tmr is bio bio bio
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
hahah
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
TELL YOUR MOTHER AHHHH.
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
yeah
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
YEAH, BIO.
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
hahaha
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
yay
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
we can draw bodies together
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
hahah
sa* you're a sweet reality says:
kidding
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
HAHA.
Cheryl; Classy Vintage Rock. &&BOOM.theEMERGENCYexits. says:
EWWW.

HAHAHAHA. ok nvm that was random. i am not looking forward to chem test. boooo. oh well. tomorrow is FRIDAY!! (: we can watch I AM SAM! its a sad show. haha pammie has the tissue box! wheeee. ok ok. i shall go back to chem now! (:

2006-08-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

tinks.hearti,me,sophy and binks! miss you guys! (:
<3 missing the musical.

happy national day you guys!!

ok the musical photos are like kinda old now but i miss everyone so i shal just upload them. haha. (:

2006-08-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! (:

watching the celebration now. haha. see those drummers with their colourful water drum things? their from my church. haha. wheeee! (: saw firworks with shanise and alex yesterday. it was really cool. though it was quite small but oh well. it was from my house anyway. lucky i live on the 11th floor. haha. watched click yesterday after the celebrations. it was really good. funny but had some really sad parts. haha. dear dear shanise was crying. awww. well i cried too. haha go watch!! (:

ok i wanted t kill dawn yesterday! she told us she'll be done with piano at 11 but she only went to cheryl's hse at 1210. hahaha. she was so scared. oh well. and we had to keep poor fluffy in the toilet! poor fluffy. haha.

ok she's singing the national day song again...

well i'm glad to say i acomplished being a nerd today. i sat at my desk for 3 hours straight without actually moving ard except for rolling my chair around my room. haha. and i will start my mugging spree soon after i'm done with this post. (: had mash potato and chicken for dinner!! whee (:

i see fireworks!!!! (:

to pammie!! please smile dear! everything will be alright ok? just smile and leave everything to God yeah? i don't want to see a sad pammie! and if you need to talk to anyone i'll be here ok? cheer up dear! (:

my bro and mum went to see from the balcony. haha. (: haha. we don't have to go out to the esplanade to see anymore. haha. i'm looking at it now as i'm writing. wooooopiieeee. (:

stand up for singapore!!

i never realised how much i missed everything

until yesterday

i've kept all my feelings aside

not wanting to bring them up

for fear of missing you too much

well now i know

that you're no longer a dream or memory

you're a sweet sweet reality.....

2006-08-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY SISTER!! (:

ok thats because she lent me money to buy a zara t-shirt!!!! wahahhah. but i still love her. hehe. the shirt is like really vintage and nice. woooohooooo. i had a really good day today! wheeeee. i was out with cheryl today because i was waiting for my parents to bring us out for dinner. haha. anyway cheryl's family was going to the same place too so we went together. well before that we went to far east i think cause we both wanted to find like red and white stuff for national day... well cheryl found her stuff and yeah we both had a good time. hhhaha. yeah and eunice joined us for a while. oh and i went to get my jelly bean file from art friend!!! (:

my dad just gave me orange juice to drink. slurp.

mum picked us up from wheelock then we headed for marina square. haha. cheryl was talking about her kindergarten and then my mum found out that my brother was in the same class as cheryl's sister or something and my mum wants to go find the picture. HAHA. oh well. no wonder my mum found cheryl very familiar. (: well went to marche for dinner... had so much to eat. i was sooo sooo full. (: but it was GOOOOOD!

fireworks didn't interest my sis and i so we went to walk around marina square while my parents and my brother went to watch the firworks at esplanade i think. haha. my sis and i walked around to find her skinny jeans that she wanted and thats how i spotted my t-shirt. haha. well she didn't buy her skinny jeans in the end. she didn't know which one to choose from. oh well we both got tops so yeah. we're happy people now. (:

WENT TO ANDERSEN'S FOR ICE CREAM!!! hehe. ate waffles and ice cream and it was super yummy. i can officially say that my brother is a camel. HAHA. he came into andersen's and then he drank 3 cups of water straight! hahha. and guess who i saw walking by the ice cream shop..... CHERYL AGAIN! and her family. actually i saw her like 2 times before that like in between my journey to different shops. hahah. (: oh well had a really interesting day today. haha. (:

tomorrow i have to wake up at 6.45 because i have to go for some observance ceremony for national day. have to go with some of my classmates. oh well then after that i'll go cut my hair with cheryl again!! and eunice too. then we'll go for band practice. woooohooooo. and then come back and mug. oh boy. i had an interview last friday for like the next dance president and vice. i was super duper scared and freaked out. seriously. oh well we'll know the results next week. so we'll just wait. haha. (:

Sometimes you're weak and weary
Feels like you're heart is breaking
Nobody close enough to ease your mind
Seems like the night is falling
The darkness has you crawling
You wonder if you'll ever reach the light

free at last

2006-08-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

i feel so free after the musical but i am suddenly suffering from musical blues. haha. i miss the musical sooo sooo much. after all those practices we had and everything.. the performances seemed to short. i don't mind doing it again. seriously. i guess all good things have to come to an end huh? well time to focus on my studies now i guess.. quite hapy with the recent test results i've gotten. so yeah.

E math test got cancelled!!! WHOOOOPIIEEEEE! :) so the whole week there aren't an tests. wooohooo. finished watching hotel rwanda today. its a reallly realllly sad show. booooo. but it was good so yeah. i want to watch lake house!! heard it was really good though. haha. (: festival of praise!!! this week. hahah. yay! well... i might watch lake house on saturday then go for F.O.P then go to cheryl's house to sleepover with eunice and grace and we shall all wake up early in the morning to meet dawn for breakfast before going for that national day thing at some community centre cause we have to go. ): but anyway after that we'll go walk around orchard cause i want to cut my hair ad then we'll look around a bit then go back for band practice!!!! wooohooo. (:

THE EMERGENCY EXITS/ C MAJORS!!! you guys rock! hahaha. i loved all the band practices we had... and we're playing for teacher's day now! what luck! (: whhoooooopppieee. i'm super excited. hhaha. to think how much training we had and we ll didn't even expect to get through love mg auditions did we? hhah. and how did we even form? hahah. oh well we've come so far haven't we? well lets keep on training and pressing on for god yeah? (:

sec 4 farewell is tomorrow... its so depressing. i can't iagine myself as a sec 4 next year. i'll be so sad and reluctant to leave mg larh. boooo. hhah. well we took weeks to plan this so lets hope the sec 4's will be touched tomorrow!!!! (: i want to see them cry.... oh well. the game is going to be fun man... played at cell group and i had loads of fun. hope i bring evrything i need. hahah. (: yay! ok i shall go now. (:

whatever.

2006-07-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

founder's day was freaking boring larh. but oh well the company was good.. haha. liany, hyung and delia were so much fun today. i had a good chat with liany and hyung joined a bit and delia too. we were talking becasue the parade was super boring and the guest of honour took so long to come. well they made me laugh. hahah. they are a funny bunch and i enjoyed myself today. at least it stopped me from thinking too much. and liany and delia are good listeners!! thanks guys. i didn't feel so sad after talking to you guys. and i delia is so sweet.. hahah. but she played a trick on me larh!! but i played the same trick on liany and hyung. hahha. they fell for it!!! wahaahhahah. but so did i so i shouldn't laugh so much.

well we're playing for teachers' day!! i'm seriously looking forward to band practice... so yeah. it helps me to relieve all my stress. at least i escape my thoughts for a while... nothing much to say anymore. well i'm not going to talk to any of you unless you like ask me a question or smtg. cause nthg i do will make you guys happy and when i hang with one side the other side gets angry so i should just not talk to any of you. i'll go hang with cool dawn. and if you think i'm not doing anything. i tried my best but she just doesn't want to talk to you.. not that i didn't try or don't care. so whatever.

let the rain fall....

2006-07-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

DID I TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE THE RAIN!!
cheryl, grace, eunice and i discovered the joy of sitting in the middle of the quadrangle in the rain!! hehe. we sat there like for erm half and hour of our recess discussing band stuff for chapel. the weather was super good yesterday.. it wasn't sunny and it was really windy cause it was going to rain... well anyway it started to drizzle half way but we didn't want to move so we just sat there. haha. and then the rain got heavier but we STILL sat there and enjoyed the rain on our faces. well well. we got wet... and then this teacher came along and told us to get out off the rain.. ): booooo. we were having so much fun playing in the rain. hahah. we were hoping it would rain today.. but it was like sunny so we still went to sit but in the shade. (:

well watched hotel rwanda for ss today... it was so sad... dawn and i cried larh. and shanise too. and the movie is super super tensed. its seriously horrible the way they kill people. ugh. their all so evil. and the part where they killed even the children was so so so sad. ): i lost my appetite after that. well today's bio lesson was interesting i must say. haha. we had like a break and then mrs cheong started to talk to the front people about homosexuality. i also didn't know why... but it sounded interesting so we all went to listen to her and we had this kind of question and answer thing. it was fun... she was explaining to us that maybe homosexuality can start from young and everything. it was just interesting. hahha.

A math test was good man. i thought i wouldn't be able to like do it. but it turned out that i only didn't know how to do the last question which was worth 3 marks. oh well. guess my full marks wouldn't come. hahah. i fell asleep during history but mrs ng took pity on me because i had musical till late yesterday night. haha. went for tuition with cheryl after going to kap and it was quite funny too... hahaha. we had a break and the boys went to get milo and then they started fighting with my tuition teacher over milo packets!!! hahaha. cause my tuition teacher wouldn't give them more then one packet. haha. well desmond made some stupid instant noodle thing which looked disgusting.... and it smelt funny. hahah he didn't eat it in the end. oh well. the last few minutes of tuition was funny cause the boys kept complaining about how diluted their milo was. haha. the bys in my tuition are damn retarded but funny!!!. (:

well tomorrow ould be quite fun. its racial harmony day! haha theres a concert and everything. oh well. i shall blog another day. tomorrow i have musical practice till really late!!! oh well. see ya!

lies and deception

2006-07-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

honestly i don't know what is happening now.... you never know what will actually come out of it huh?? if you realised that we're drifting... we notice it too. but did either of us ask ourselves why? did you ever question yourself why or what's the problem? i want to solve it but i don't know how to go about doing it cause i know it'll turn out bigger than i want it to be. and i don't want everyone to think that its a very big situation when its not. i want to turn back time and let it stand still at the point where all of us were just one big happy group but i guess it won't happen eh? why have we all drifted away from one person all at the same time...maybe its just us or maybe its just that we realised something we haven't before. i wish to talk to you about it but i think i just want to let it pass and hope for better. yeah you say the lies and the tales... we all aren't perfect and we all tend to talk about people behind each others backs. i admit i do it. but its not like you haven't? have you heard the awkward silence everytime you say something? have you even noticed anything? i know this post will be a bit of a shock... maybe i'm too straight forward but we need to talk. you've told me numerous lies before.... thinking i won't find out the truth but i did.. did that make me change my friendship with you? no definitely not... if not we would have been like this a long time back. this whole distance thing isn't about lies or deception, its about a different matter. sometimes you just got to take notice of what you actually say to people and what you say about them without them knowing. even if its behind their backs. you never know... walls have ears. so i'm just teling you... no one is perfect and neither are you. nice going. true friends tell you whats wrong with you... your mistakes and help you grow to be a better person... right now i'm just thinking and rephrasing what i want to say to you without hurting any part of your feelings... but it'll still hurt. i hope you will be willing to talk to me when i do.

just go think about it.

the notebook

2006-07-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

well well well. dedication service was quite boring today. booo. hhaha. i brought my ting xie along to study. so through out the whole service i was studying ting xie. hhehehe. well today i felt really smart cause i finally understood all the funny cosine and sin thing of trigonometry in e math. it pays to listen in class. and during a math i managed to understand sets.. and i'm proud to say that i finished 10 questions of remainder factor theorem. woohoo. and the tests is only on thur. oh well. i hope my hard work pays off. haha. hmmm. hannah and i were like eating in class today.... those funny little sweet things we bought from school. hahha. and then during cme we had some sensual and sex talk or smtg like that. can't remember... it was quite funny. i thought it'll be boring so i brought my book along... but i was wrong... hhaa. it was interesting. surprisingly. oh OH during english shanise and i went to do the love calculator thing. and we got really funny and weird results. now that's interesting!! (:

shanise and hannah came over after school... hehe. so we watched like erm beauty shop.. yeah it was quite good. then hannah and shanise was supposed to go for erm some guy called yao zhong's party... but didn;t go n the end. so they stayed for dinner. and we had loads and loads of funn!!! wooohooo. shanise and hannah are the funniest people on earth. well we had girl talk.. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (: hhehe. we ended up looking at online stores and then slept for a while. hehe. oh and we took alot of photos on our phones... hehe. nice nice.

well tomorrow i'm going for dawn's thing.. and it sounds like fun. meeting at city hall for dinner hehhe. then yeah. cher is coming over tomorrow cause we have to design the video and photos for the sec 4's. hahah. oh well. it'll be fun. i ave dental appointmet tomorrow. boo hoo. sunday is going to be anoter fun day!! (: its friendship connection week! and hannah is coming to my church and i'm finally watching pirates of the carribean!! haha on sun.. with cheryl, hannah and alex. hehe. yay! finally!! (: well musical is starting soon. can't wait!

HAHA. my cell group is having some LAN competition next week. i have no idea how to play.. but i'll learn from the guys in my cell. haha. woo hooo. its going to be fun! haha. well today was fine overall. i'm married to shanise and hyung. woohoo. haha. oh eunice and i were trying to get to find a name in ike a different language.. it was funn. cheryl and grace were trying to transpose the songs that we're going t play for chapel so we just went to join them. and i need to go figure out the drumming part. oh well. can't wait for practice. hah. i'm eating tau huay.. wheeee. the book i borrowed from jia min is good man. haha. its called the notebook. its super sweeeeett!! (: well i better go do the sec 4 farewell stuff. so yeah. see ya! (:

-He slipped his arm around her and pulled her close as dawn began to unfold, she watched her first sunrise with her head on his shoulder, wondering if anything could be better than what was happening at that moment. His voice broke the silence," poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. i didn't plan on falling in love with you, and i doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. but once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. we fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created"-

-the notebook

busy busy busy...

2006-07-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh!!! this week has been hectic. had musical practice on mon from like 3pm-10 pm with like an hr break in between. but i had bio test today larh. and i studied like crap whenever i had the time but..... a stupid question came out which did not need any of the work that i memorised from the text book. super pissing. nothing from the text book came out except one defination... what is a balanced diet? arggghhh. then i got so stressed the night before cause musial ended late and by the time i got home, bathed and everything it was about 11pm. started studying bio. trying my best to get all the definations, like exampls of fats, proteins,carbos and like the vitamins C and D. i spent so long trying to remember like what are the symptoms of scurvy and rickets..... i fell asleep while sitting up at my table. wanna know what the stupid question was? it was a 4 part question and one of it was why a piece of bread was not enough for a boy aged 7-10 yrs old. the gave us all the nutritional value and everything. ughhh. why would i want to know that. blahhh. and now

nothing i studied came out!!!!!!! ):

boooo. chem practical was quite hard larh. but i managed to finish titrating and got the same value as dawn. hahaa. i got a big shock when i put the barium chloride and my solution went cloudy.. then i realised i wasn't the only one. cause usually when we do titrating it only becomes like cloudy or colourful after we put the indicator. but this one was different. haha. and the solution became pink!! hehe. then i went back to my seat and the teacher kept staring at me when i did my titrating. ): hope i didn't make any mistakes. haha. (: i didn't manage to finish my calculating questions but its not counted for this skill one practical. so yeah. haha.

chinsese was fun... (:

hahah. once lao shi came in i took out my ke ben propped it up in front and went to sleep for like an hour or so. and pammie slept like sitting up just that her head was bent down. she's damn pro at sleeping without being noticed. ahha. so we all slept.. at least like 3/4 of the class was sleeping while lao shi was trying to explain the ke ben stuff. hahah. i woke when there was still like 1/2 an hour of chinese left and i got bored.... woke pammie up to play bingo with me and our entire science pad was filled with bingo squares. hha. played bingo until school ended... quite fun and entertaining. hahaha.

oh yeah!! something weird happened this morning..my maid came to wake me up then i went back to sleep for 5 mins and in that 5 mins i dreamt of pammie... in my dream she told me she got through the head prefect interview and that i can help her start campaigning. i went to school and told her after assembly and then she was like what if i tell you that your dream came true. and now she's running for head prefect!!! how cool is that. I'M PSYCHIC!!
haha. well her campaigning starts tomorrow... so yeah. haha. vote for pammie!! (:

amazed

2006-07-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby, when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you...

i got a new phone!! (:

2006-07-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHO GOT A NEW NOKIA 6111!!!

wheeeeee. school was quite fun yesterday. laughed a lot during history cause mrs ng didn't come to school. soooooo. i didn;t manage to get my history test done. oh well more time to study i guess. (: oh and pammie and i were doodling on this science pad paper..... HAHA. now its super colourful and nice. content wise is confidential. heheh. (:

AHHHHH PAMMIE!!! HAHA!! (:

we were so bred during history so pammie wrote this little poem on the doodle paper.... hhehe. super funny. hhaah.but i think only one part is like understandable:
pam says "ah"
sa opens her mouth
pam feeds sa
sa "chews"

i realised that all the fun things happened during history. haah. well we were suposed to discuss about the cold war. but we didn't feel like doing it. and then during discussion shanise wrote on the paper "cold war-ter" HAHA! (: mrs cheong and mrs leong are really nice teachers. haha, they gave us this stress ball things and a verse for youth day presents. wheeeeee. (:

well i went out with my mum after school. hehe. thats when i got my new phone!!! its cool. (: wheee. and then cause my mum had some coupon from her friend to get erm 50% discount from esprit so we went to see and i got a few new pants. (: oooohhhlala. heheh. pammie pammie the funny dude. ok random. (: well ok i shall go watch my show now. heheh. (:

2006-06-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

its not nice to be sick.. booo. i've been sick for the past 2 days. my stupid fever keeps going up and down. ugh. and having a sore throat sucks too. BUT i'm glad to say that i'm feeling way much better now. haha. missed 2 days of school. i missed history test today but i think with my mc i can take it tmr. hopefully. (: well its nice to know people care about you. (: wheeeeee. hahaha. i'm back to my normal self. and its good to feel un-sick. hahah.

i'm going to uk!!!! woooohhhhooooo!!! (:
i'm so happy! that was my first choice and i got it. (: hehee. now i can't wait for the end years. its going to be fun man. (: ugh. i got tuition later. can't escape cause i feel better already. boooo. hahah. i miss hannah,cheryl and shanise. hahaha. oh well i'll see them tmr. hahah. (: ok its a very short post. cause nthg interesting can happen to you when you've been sick for the past 2 days. haha. (:

We're soaring
We're flying
There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
If we're trying So we're breaking free

(:

2006-06-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

ok i'm back updating again. Its just been so hectic on the first day of school....I didn't have time to update. Haha. Yesterday's musical practice ended at 10.30 pm and by the time I went home it was 11pm and I HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING BIO YET!! Oh well the bio test is later after recess. Hah. I'm updating during ss lit period.... which is now. Haha. I screwed up my A math test yesterday. Poop. ): I hope today's bio test would be easier since its on diffusion and osmosis. Haha.

Oh yeah!! Yesterday's chapel was funny. Hehe. Cause we had to sing Chinese songs and we couldn't exactly read Chinese words properly. Oh well. The message and everything was in Chinese too. Hmm first days are always so bad....Well I screwed up bio test. The first paragraph was written during ss lit which was my first period. Couldn't finish it cause we had to leave for the next class. So here I am blogging again. (:

Sunday's marche dinner was fun man!! We ate so much and I really had a lot of fun!! (: STUPID BET! Oh well. I lived through it didn't i? hahha. I have so many photos I want to put up... but I have no time now so another time I guess. Hehe. I had so much fun in school today during Chinese class... all we did was talk and pretend to be reading our stupid ke ben. Hehe. (: chem. Lab was titration again!!! Super boring and mag sim wanted to go through the whole washing of the pipette and burette again!! After how many times we've done it. ugh. Oh well. Mrs choo lost my test paper. ): poop.

I do not have a glow.. only pregnant woman have glows shanise ho!! Haha. Ok this is random but I remembered what shanise said to me last time. (: hehe. Pammie AH pammie!! I love you my song lyric writing partner!! Haha. And Hannah....O/W!! get it? Cheryl....Hmmmm???? MISS CHERYL NG! meet my new chem. Teacher! Haha. Oh well. Their all private jokes anyway. I missed high school musical that day but my dad taped it so....haha I can watch it when I'm free I guess! (: yeah

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodbye, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You walk away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I've had
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I wish there was so much more of that
About me and you.

2006-06-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!! i woke up late today! i was supposed to meet shanise and hannah at kap at ard 8.45 am. BUT i woke up at 9 am. HAHA. oh well in the end i just met up with shanise and we went to eat anyways. hahha. (:

well... on the way back to school. we were walking up the hill and we spotted some green paint on the pavement. hahah and guess what!! some dog or cat stepped into the puddle of green paint thing and there were green foot prints leading all the way back to the top of the pavement!! haha. shan an i just followed the foot prints all the way back to school. hahah. (:

E math lessons were boring today.. ): boo. all we did was to do statistics and yeah thats all we did. miss tang just went on and on about statistics; what we were supposed to know and what we wanted to know or smtg like that. boo super boring and its going to be for the next 2 more days....ugghh. ): i still have chemistry to finish and have to read my weird chinsese book.

I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! ):

hmm at least i'm watching a movie tomorrow. thats not so bad. (: and i won a bet so i'm going to get a pack of GUMMIES tomorrow!! (: WOO HOO! we're watching just my luck. hope its nice. haha. well after school i finally finished the proposal for my dance seniors farewell party. thanks to cher too. haha we spent an hour discussing the programme and what not. well thats done. i'm going to miss all my seniors. boo hoo. ): after the musical they won't be around much anymore. and thats really sad. poop.

i didn't complete much homework today though. i fell asleep for a very long time. so chioinging doesn't really work. haah. still have bio and hist to study and chem too. i don't want school..... this sucks. ugh. well at least there are some stuff to look forward to. not the homework but the company. haha. (: i miss cheryl.. she's at camp. but she's enjoying herself i guess. hhaa. and hannah is going on her non-talking strike on sat. well lets see if it'll work eh? haha. good luck hannah. shan and i will try and get you to talk no matter what. so beware!! haha. (: ok time for me to go do some work. (: and sleep a bit earlier since i'm going to meet hannah. shanise and dawn at kap for breakfast tmr. at 8.15!! (: see ya!

movie marathon!!

2006-06-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

funny that i'm blogging at this hour. Its 4 am. but i really can't get to sleep and i'm bored anyway. haha. (:

well today sure was fun. we had a movie marathon!!! (: watched ice age 2, undiscovered, a lot like love and KONG POW!! haah at least a few minutes of it. but its damn stupid and funny. seriously. oh and mean girls too. today was super super fun and i really enjoyed myself today. well we went down to the pool area and i got all wet and cold and i was drenched.

haha we went down to go gaze at stars and ended up getting wet. haha. well i couldn't go up wet cause my mum would know that i've been playing at the swimming pool when i'm supposed to be "sick" so we went to the playground and just talked and dried off. we started talking about all our problems and stuff. matters of the heart to be more precise. and that got me back to thinking about a lot of stuff like all the unhappiness i felt last time.

then i got unhappy for a while. but oh well. that was the past. so then i decided to forget about it. haah. (: watched desperate housewives. haha. well it was definitely a really unexpected day today. a few unexpected things just happened. yeah you may wonder what unexpected thing can happen at this hour? oh well it just did. haah. ok fine it's not that unexpected since i was thinking the same thing but hmmm. i guess i didn't expect to hear the same thing from someone. hhah. (:

well today sure was fun and i was thinking of having an end year pool party ok actually BBQ. so yeah it'll be fun!!! wooohooo. ok enough excitement for the day. time to start "chionging" holiday homework. hha. definitely looking forward to the marche dinner this sun with church people. (:

some things sure do change!! just believe. (:

haha i wrote this post at 4 am. but just as i wanted to put it up. my dad switched off the wireless. oh well here it is. (: